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Dumped
I finally managed to convince her to go out with me. I accepted advice from others, tried to be extra syrupy, and managed to drag it out over almost a whole week. I am so excited. Unfortunately, she failed her game. She was going to learn to value herself....
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Hannibal Lecter
I just started the Hannibal Lecter series. So far have enjoyed the civilness presented by this psychopath. Often people overlook how charming and classy we are. I see what i could become too. I wonder if it is worth it. I see killing people like taking...
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I want to play a game.
For all you people coming from quizazz, This is the game i want to play. i want to get inside your minds, or let you inside mine. Unlike Jigsaw, affectionately known as John, I prefer mind games. I want to make your mind as strong as mine, or to kill...
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its about......
i don't do what i do for fun. No, see, I do this for the good of the people. I do it because I want to watch the world burn. i live for it. I like to help people though. I cant deny others. According to the Copenhagen interpretation, I would not exist...
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Why So Serious
So I am kinda obsessed with the joker. This man lives like me. I laugh at pain. To me I choose pain as a nice feeling. The important thing about being successful and happy is self-control. Make choices for yourself. You determine your life. If you have...
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God
While i don't believe I hold the position to judge whether or not there is a god, I do have some revealing insights. First of all, I had been a christian all my life before my revival. I walked so closely with god I could sense his presence anywhere I...
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What Now?
I lost the girl I was in love with. I lost my religeon. I lost my cat. I lost my family. I lost my friends. I lost my possessions. I lost my meaningless physical relationship. I lost my best friend and roommate. I lost all truth about myself. I lost anyone...
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Mutant and Proud
I am on a journey. I watched the dark knight, and I learned to send messages to people by asking them questions. I learned that it isn't about the act, it is about sending a message. I thought until life lost its purpose. I simply was along for the ride....
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Self-doubt
People doubt themselves for so many reasons. They may doubt out of fear that they are right, or dread. This is often when they think something bad will happen. They also may doubt out of desperation. they may be so desperate that they cannot make up their...
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Someone who cares
Why is it so hard to find someone who cares about you, when it is easy enough to find someone who looks down on you? ~three days grace This is a great quote. I can really relate to what its saying. i cannot see why people don't care? do they just care...
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Failure
I failed again. I tried to show her something better but she denied it. she wouldn't trust me. she wouldn't care about me. Caring is what makes us who we are. I thought of something based on the concept of Schrodinger's cat. We are defined by other people....
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Psychos
A cencus work once tried to test me. I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti. fsthfsthfsthfst fsthfsth. The butcher was like butter. This is going to hurt. I've been in here for 8 years. I don't think they are ever going to let me out....
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Jigsaw
Must compliment the evaluation of me: You got jigsaw. depending on your look on this man can determine weather or not he is classed as a villain. for purely ' inside box ' reasons i class him as one for his films but from the outside of that box, he is...
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Scheming
I ran across a quiz on facebook which was interesting to my mental state. each option was some random conglomeration of the reality of my mind. I find people fascinating. i think it is interesting that this person created the quiz as a "joke" and actually...
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Spoons
I really like spoons. They have been an interest to me ever since I saw the Matrix. I don't know why, but I think this is where my free fall started, with the help of some pain associated with the number 67, my favourite number. Of course we must keep...
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Parables from the Crypt
the world is a machine, if a part does not function correctly, will it not be taken out and replaced, and the part removed taken and changed into something else? I tel you if it refuses to be melted down, and doesn't work, it will be thrown out and trampled...
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Finally Finished
I finished the saw series today. It got gorier and gorier every movie closer to the end. While that was fine with me, I believe it would have been better if it had john in it. the flashbacks sufficed though. I agree with most that it should have ended...
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DID?
DID, stands fro dissociative identity disorder. previously it was known as multiple personality disorder. I have discovered a few more people inside my head and i am not entirely sure what to make of it. First, there is my normal self. I call him jigsaw...
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School
Why do they give us grades? do they expect our mental abilities to be the same for everyone? Are we all equally smart? No. The grades should be subjective. better yet, do not have grades. let the students be motivated from them self not from the need...
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Starlight
i sat alone, i sat at night i look above at the starlight. it falls upon me with soft embrace. it puts a veil over my face i wonder why i am alone why motionless, stuck like a stone. i look around at my disgrace at nakedness and at my shame i see it is...
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Metal: the Genre of Genres
I Suppose because I have it as one of my tags and many of my pictures, I should talk a little about my musical experience. The first heavy metal song I heard was called Forsaken, by the group Disturbed. If you have listened to this song, you will know...
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UGH!!!
Im back. its been so long.... i spent the time wisely no doubt. I hate the fact that i have nothing to talk about. I guess i could talk about my new girlfriend. I have mentioned her before, but not as my girlfriend. It was interesting going to a banquet...
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Boredom
I realize why i hate school so much. it is boring. this gives way to my insanity. insanity causes me to play games with people. I hate people who are so encompassed by school. i wish i would be just as plugged in sometimes, but feel lucky for my perspective....
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What Is Happening?
I'm reeling again. Jack once again broke our and is living. My pain is overwhelming. I just want to rest. I am so tired. Of course, it is for a girl who doesn't even know my name. I will take anything I can get to change, though, and this opportunity...
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Sarah
for those of you who are not Sarah, I am teaching her something. there is something about her that I want. She has happiness. I need to find out why. i do not have happiness. i want to figure out if it is just my perspective that thwarts happiness, or...