thecrazys

I'm reeling again. Jack once again broke our and is living. My pain is overwhelming. I just want to rest. I am so tired. Of course, it is for a girl who doesn't even know my name. I will take anything I can get to change, though, and this opportunity...

Life is pointless. I think I have experienced enough now. Goodbye everyone.

I was abused. I figured out why I am so messed up. I think i will go cry now.

I Suppose because I have it as one of my tags and many of my pictures, I should talk a little about my musical experience. The first heavy metal song I heard was called Forsaken, by the group Disturbed. If you have listened to this song, you will know...

I lost the girl I was in love with. I lost my religeon. I lost my cat. I lost my family. I lost my friends. I lost my possessions. I lost my meaningless physical relationship. I lost my best friend and roommate. I lost all truth about myself. I lost anyone...

I ran across a quiz on facebook which was interesting to my mental state. each option was some random conglomeration of the reality of my mind. I find people fascinating. i think it is interesting that this person created the quiz as a "joke" and actually...

I have started a new game with Sarah's friend Tegan. it is starting to get sticky. see, originally i was going to condition her to my insanity like i did to Rachel. i don't know what i really want here. i am torn because my emo friends are all being bitches...

I realize why i hate school so much. it is boring. this gives way to my insanity. insanity causes me to play games with people. I hate people who are so encompassed by school. i wish i would be just as plugged in sometimes, but feel lucky for my perspective....

DID, stands fro dissociative identity disorder. previously it was known as multiple personality disorder. I have discovered a few more people inside my head and i am not entirely sure what to make of it. First, there is my normal self. I call him jigsaw...

I finally managed to convince her to go out with me. I accepted advice from others, tried to be extra syrupy, and managed to drag it out over almost a whole week. I am so excited. Unfortunately, she failed her game. She was going to learn to value herself....