thecrazys

Im back. its been so long.... i spent the time wisely no doubt. I hate the fact that i have nothing to talk about. I guess i could talk about my new girlfriend. I have mentioned her before, but not as my girlfriend. It was interesting going to a banquet...

A cencus work once tried to test me. I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti. fsthfsthfsthfst fsthfsth. The butcher was like butter. This is going to hurt. I've been in here for 8 years. I don't think they are ever going to let me out....

I just started the Hannibal Lecter series. So far have enjoyed the civilness presented by this psychopath. Often people overlook how charming and classy we are. I see what i could become too. I wonder if it is worth it. I see killing people like taking...

i sat alone, i sat at night i look above at the starlight. it falls upon me with soft embrace. it puts a veil over my face i wonder why i am alone why motionless, stuck like a stone. i look around at my disgrace at nakedness and at my shame i see it is...

the world is a machine, if a part does not function correctly, will it not be taken out and replaced, and the part removed taken and changed into something else? I tel you if it refuses to be melted down, and doesn't work, it will be thrown out and trampled...

for those of you who are not Sarah, I am teaching her something. there is something about her that I want. She has happiness. I need to find out why. i do not have happiness. i want to figure out if it is just my perspective that thwarts happiness, or...

While i don't believe I hold the position to judge whether or not there is a god, I do have some revealing insights. First of all, I had been a christian all my life before my revival. I walked so closely with god I could sense his presence anywhere I...

I failed again. I tried to show her something better but she denied it. she wouldn't trust me. she wouldn't care about me. Caring is what makes us who we are. I thought of something based on the concept of Schrodinger's cat. We are defined by other people....

I am on a journey. I watched the dark knight, and I learned to send messages to people by asking them questions. I learned that it isn't about the act, it is about sending a message. I thought until life lost its purpose. I simply was along for the ride....

People doubt themselves for so many reasons. They may doubt out of fear that they are right, or dread. This is often when they think something bad will happen. They also may doubt out of desperation. they may be so desperate that they cannot make up their...